Its my first entry ever..haaha..its kinda awkward coz im used to writing private old-fashioned diary entries n stuffs like dat..haaha...I nvr thought of writing a blog, coz i love privacy..

bt maybe i could just use this medium of writing my expressions just for the fun of it...or maybe not...hmm..Hello World! and welcome to my life....

Here u'll not just be able to know more abt any ordinary girl, bt a girl who have strong roller coaster emotions which make her world seems like its in constant ups and downs all the time....

Im growin up..im 17...and im changing...so u can c my hormones r raging( well, not laterally..haaha) and im confused with things happening all around me..

Things like family probs, low self-esteem prob, friends prob...ahh, the usual stuff...Bt seriously these things r getting me crazy n im going haywire...ive got to seek some help i guess, especially on the low self-esteem issue...

Guess it might be stupid to be worrying abt things like dat bt it does get on my nerves all the time...

im not really some sort of an ogre who hv ugly features everywhere, bt there's just some things which i always worry abt...im willing to work on it bt im only a student and there's not much things i can do to improve my physique and appearance...

bt one thing for sure is dat if i eventually have the chance, $$ i mean, im really going to show the world im a no loser....hahaha...=)


I ve got one close confide of mine who hv the same issues...always worrying abt her appearance and worth...she's just like me... im getting out of the worry gradually, bt she's still stuck...

i know why she always worry abt her worth...
its bcoz she always compare herself with people whom she thinks r even more beautiful than her....


Gosh, i gotta tell her that that's the reason her self esteem is down the drain man...everyone is spacial...and so is she...and i believe so am i....
we've got to make a change....a change in our thinking and mindset at least....be positive...dats what they always say....And seriously this girl is sweet n nice...


she shldnt worry abt herself at all....Well i guess i got to talk to her abt this stuff....=)

Coz life is not worth it when u keep dreading it by worrying and regretting and wishing for better things....all the time....

Aint dat rite..??

Heezz=)

Siti Hawa Bte Azali
17th December 1990 Saggitarian
Temasek Polytechnic Biomedical Sci Yr3
Average.Introverted.Dreamy.Friendly.Sincere. Trustworthy.Pleasant.Normal.
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