.Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 1:55 PM Y
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Well im back to school once again..
projects and more projects. when will all these ever end!!!??
You know, its really NOT easy to be
given high expectations by others..
People keep saying that im able to set the standard
and become a role model ,etc.
But they never really understand how difficult it is to make that climb.
Well yeah i kn0w people will say ''of course its hard but u can surely make it''...bla bla bla
BUT the struggle to keep up with
their expectation is too much for me to handle.
Seriously people have to stop asking me qns and telling me what to do..
Coz im not as lucky as some people.
Im NOT born smart. And i know myself more than anyone else does..
so stop telling me im born smart damn it!!!
All these while I had to struggle and work harder to keep up with the others.
So anytime,ANYTIME i can fall.
and I dont want to be a failure.
I just want to be happy with what i achieve and
not having people telling me what to do or what to become.
I never wanted to be an over achiever.
i still want to have a friggin LIFE.
Okay that enough for now. It just that ALOT of people keep buggin me with incessant qns that makes me STRESSED OUT!! Alright i HAD IT..
Well apparently today's just a bad bad day..
