.Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @ 5:28 PM Y
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Some things that happen in life are so difficult to comprehend..
At times i just dont understand the turn of events that occur..
But i know 1 thing, they always make me feel worser than i already am..
Im speaking general now,
coz if i were to elaborate on the details, nobody would understand..
I dont know what is wrong with me...
probably just having some kind of mental breakdown..
Not trying to be emo, but heck, sometimes one will tend to feel
like the whole world is crashing upon him/her - at least once in their whole lifetime.
That's what im feeling right now.
Well i know though, i cant just let this take control over me..
I must do things to divert my focus and attention to other stuffs..
Ive always been trying to do just that, but sometimes
i cant help but to contemplate and think about these problems over and over again...
Haiixxx.. i just hope time will heal everything..
Coz as much as i want to, i really cant do anything
abt it but only hope for good things to come by..
One thing for sure, i must always have faith in God and believe in myself..
And at least i know i have the few who'll always
be by my side- though i know they will never fully understand..
Guess im done rambling abt my current feelings
and situation - well not really 'current', its more like a build-up of feelings
and thoughts throughout the years of me living in this world
- wierd, cold, complicated world -
yeah negative thinking, i know...but whatever...
Dont mind me..
Thanks for listening =)
Dont mind me..
Thanks for listening =)
