.Friday, August 9, 2013 @ 12:08 AM Y
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Hello blog once again.. ;)
So.. it has been a while, and there are a lot of things which happened during the past 3 years that I've been away.
Hmmm...ok let's take a look at the Wishlist shall we?
I already obtained a driving license - checked
Graduated from TP - checked
I am currently in NIE/NTU - checked
Alhamdulillah...
I was a contract teacher for 2 years in East Coast Primary, before my admission to NIE. So ive had the wonderful and unforgettable chance of experiencing what it's like being a teacher. However im not yet a full fledge teacher, until my graduation. So half checked I guess? And...Insyallah one day a lecturer? Amin.
So have I met the one? Nope not yet. Ive stopped searching or waiting actually. I feel that there are more important things in life to focus on rather than worrying about that issue. Unfortunately mum has started asking questions about it - and I know she wants me to get one soon, but apa kan daya Allah belum temukan jodoh. Insyallah it'll come at the right place and the right time. I'll just have to stop thinking about the fact that my friends are all getting hitched one by one.
Life is full of uncertainties and surprises. Things come when you least expect it- be it love, opportunity, success or happiness. Ive learnt not to worry too much about the little things but to love myself and those around me while I still can.
I am grateful for the good and bad experiences which I went through during the past few years. It has been really hard and difficult for me. At times I would just break down and cry thinking of the things that happen. Then there were times where I felt unimportant and wonder what is the reason for me to be here in this world. What purpose do I serve? Am I of anything significant?
Then it came to me. Back to basics. The only reason why im here in this world is to submit myself to God and await for the transition to the hereafter. I remember hearing this from many Islamic lecturers who reiterate the phrase over and over again to those who are in search of happiness and fulfillment.
Being someone who thinks and worry too much for her own good, this makes things much easier for me. Erase all the negative thoughts and concerns about the present and future; love yourself, your family, friends and Allah. Life would be much meaningful and simpler if I change my perception of Life and its purpose.
Insyallah, Allah will guide me through this.
